Been wanting to visit you here for a while, just not found the strength until now. Think maybe it's because there's a ceremony for you today where you spent most of your life bringing us up. Wished i was there with all our family and friends. My thoughts are there though. I'd love to share a story with you. Many have entered my mind but now i'm here they all seen to have escaped. Nothin new there. I'd like you to know mum, I'm doing alright. Never made things easy for you through the years but you were always there for us. You did a good job as a mother to Anita and me. We all miss you very much. I'll come back to chat again with you. Maybe i'll remember something to make you laugh. Your loving son, Tony xxx